. ; harbinger ; .

" i carry the burden of knowing the unknown "

--{ Find me here, And speak to me. I want to feel you, I need to hear you.}--

So what's your name?

I go by Harbinger, and if you feel the strong need for a nickname, Harb. I never had a full name, since I find them unneeded.

Well my names Beck, so kid when were you born?

I wasn't born as I was created. On the thirteenth of December to be exact, so I'm now 17 and a half years old.

Cool, so what are you, male or female?

Female, though I can understand that Harbinger could be mistaken as the name of a male or female.

So how would you describe yourself?

I have been described as a natural beauty, pretty in a strikingly simple way, but I don't take it to heart. I have never taken many compliments to heart. My skin is slightly paler than the average tone that you see among many, and is dotted with freckles here and there, particularly across the bridge of my nose and part of my cheeks. My eyes are a deep grayish blue, the color of complicated, expensive marble. My hair is light brown and long, reaching the middle of my back, and stays very straight. I'm about five foot seven, but I could be wrong since my estimating skills always have the chance of being off. For my weight, I could safely say that it's around 105 pounds, maybe less. I'm not abnormally skinny, yet my arms and legs are pretty thin, even though they're packed with strong bird kid muscles.

Got any special markings? When I was made I was born with a feather shaped birthmark on my back.

I don't have any strange markings of any sorts except for my freckles I guess... And those aren't even that strange.

So whatcha like? How are you personality wise?

loner ;; There's a reason I've stayed solo. I don't fit in anywhere. I know how packs work, and I realize that there's nowhere I would fit. I'm not a leader. I'm really strong, but not made of warrior stuff. I'm swift and fast, but I can't bring myself to kill many animals. I'm not a good caretaker. I'm not old enough to be an elder. I wouldn't fit. Plus, when I look into one's future, it makes me awkward around them. I stay alone.
protective ;; I don't appreciate my power at all. When people hear that my power is precognition, they become excited and ask me to look into the future for them. The thing is, I never want to. The future isn't filled with happiness for most. I can't ever bring myself to tell someone if something bad is going to happen. I can't bring myself to tell people about their heartbreaks. Their losses. Their deaths. I can't stand it.
quiet ;; I can admit that I'm shy. I don't like to get to know people and form friendships, because if I realize something bad is going to happen, I won't be able to deal with it. I also spend time on my own, so I don't feel the need to speak.
modest ;; I don't know why, but I've never thought much of myself. When I was in the School, they no one payed any mind to me, so I learned that I was nothing as well. People that I've met have complimented me, but I cast it aside.

So what's your style, what do you like to wear?

I appreciate any clothes. The fact that I get any with such little money is something that I'm happy for. Though I do steal on occasion, I am not picky when I do. I'll wear dresses, but I don't enjoy the fact that it's so loose down below. Normally I wear shorts underneath. Loose shorts are my favorite, so that's what I normally wear for my legs. Tops, I don't care. Tee shirt, long sleeve shirt, sweater... I mostly prefer long sleeves. For shoes, give me a good pair of sneakers any day. I almost always wear my hair down, and I don't have any memorabilia or keepsakes that I keep close to my skin.

--{You are the light, That's leading me, To the place, Where I find peace again.}--

So what kind of hybrid are you?

I am an avian hybrid.

So what's your hybrid form look like?

From my judgement and from listening to the Whitecoats in the past, I've gathered that my genes were mixed with those of a red kite. The main underneath of my wings are white, then mixed in with a dark black at the tips of the feathers on the end of the wing. Close to my shoulder blades, the feathers are brown. The top side of my wings are mostly browns and blacks, black tips, brown primaries and secondaries and whatnot. I judge that my wingspan's length is at the most, fourteen feet.

So what's your power, that is if you have one?

My power is precognition, the ability to see into the future. The way it works is a bit strange though, and hard to decipher. The first way things come to me, is in flashes. Bits of moments in time, where I double over and get a vision before me. Dramatic. Normally these kind of occurrences are hard to understand, and don't give me straight information. I have to think hard over them, and normally don't come out with a good answer. I sometimes double over and receive a clear vision though, one that I can easily remember and one that I don't have to think about. One that gives me the straight facts.

The second way I can see into the future, is by pure will. There are those times where I can look at will, and see whatever I want. When these times come, I normally back away. It's not that I don't appreciate my power, but I hate looking at the future. I hate seeing if there's bad out there that's waiting to happen. If people ask me to look into the future for them when I'm in this state of mind, I will most likely reject their plea.

The third way, is that sometimes if I come in direct contact with one person, I will get some visions. I try to stay away from others at all costs. I guess you could say that I'm a bit afraid of my own power.

I also can get visions in my dreams or when I'm unconscious. The ones that I get when I'm sleeping are the hardest to understand, since half the time I think what I see is a dream. These visions, like the sudden ones, are the hardest to remember, and are ones that I'm not that good at remembering.

Yet as I grow older, I'm able to control what I can and can't see more and more. I don't like being a fortune teller for people, but I'm gaining the abilities. Yet just because I can see, doesn't mean I wish to tell.

--{You are the strength, That keeps me walking. You are the hope, That keeps me trusting. .}--

Got a history?

I was created in the School, not spliced, on December 13th. I was just as normal as the rest of the hybrids; treated like nothing, abused, discarded and regarded as a lesser. I didn't stand out, and my power wasn't known back then since I was so young. I kept to myself and didn't try to talk to other hybrids near me. My silence increased as I slowly was able to sense what would happen to the others. The start of my power. Back then, it was barely even starting to develop. I could only get a small sense in the back of my head that would tell me what would become of someone in the near future. I could tell which experiments would die in the near future, but I kept this to myself. I didn't want anyone to know.

I knew that if the Whitecoats realized what I could do, I'd probably become some kind of personal psychic of the School, and do something like thwart out the sickly hybrids at the start. I kept my mouth shut and went through tests until I was about ten years old, when I received my first vision of the future. It was of me escaping the School, yet it was so vague, that I didn't know when. Every day I would wake up, hopeful, only to find that it wasn't the right day. I was fourteen when I escaped, fleeing from the School through the rain, hurtling myself through the forest until they lost me.

I've stayed alone ever since my escape. I don't like to meet with others, and often stay on my lonesome, plagued with visions that I don't want to see. Yet when I'm alone, I don't have a duty to tell others what's happening in my mind's eye, so it stays that way.

You in a pack?

No, I am not. Even if I was, I don't know where I'd fit in.

Why you out there all by yourself? You know that's dangerous right?

I certainly know that it's dangerous, yet I think I can always handle things on my own. It's not like I was born yesterday. I figured that I didn't fit anywhere, so I'd stay on my own.